running out of things to say as we stare aimlessly at our shoes.
questioning all the sad things in this world that we arent bold enough to talk about
your blue eyes that I once drowned in, seem less friendly then they used to
something changes when all the mysteries are figured out
I dont understand why

driving in your car, deep conversation has turned to awkward one liner comments
your cold and im scared that if i talk you'll hate me
drop me off at the usual spot, i walk home hoping somebody will save me
all the people that used to love me, dont care anymore because im boring
nothing worth saying, nothing worth hearing
cant talk about what you dont understand

just pretend you know whats going on, smile and nod
let them continue on

strangers always seem so friendly, i guess i never really learned why thats so wrong
offer an ear to listen, expect something sweet in return
if you never really say no, it always means you want them
trapped in a web of uncertainty and obligation
leading them on will make them mad

if i could cry id be bawling, but i just cant indulge myself in that
i know its all my fault im vunerable and i let them win
want to cry but i feel too guilty
id drown the world with my empty sorrows if i did